Always a few behind/ lost trapped in time
Hallways weren’t very kind/ cost me in my prime
Holiday’s I’ll be fine/ toss me another dime
All days won’t always shine/ soft from the inside
A failure/ I feel like I failed her
Could never take that step/ move or take that leap
Behavior/ lost I couldn’t save her
It was a head on wreck/ the impact to deep
Not major/ so I couldn’t make her
Still don’t get my respect/ until then no sleep
I think about it/ sit and laugh at my past
Question all this shit/ I’m looking through the glass
Switch don’t mention it/ mom I’m skipping this class
Say no then I’ll quit/ I made my rocky path
A youth all wasted/ drunk from all of the draught
I never made it/ everything at once crashed

And I feel so confined/ trapped in this big city
Wish I could hit rewind/ surrounded in this pity
Everyone’s so unkind/ but girl you’re so pretty
The hate builds in the mind/ and we’re always to busy
Always said what I thought/ but never stopped to think
Broken friendships/ covered in these lies
I can’t move from this spot/ stuck and about to sink
So I guess that’s it/ I’m all out of tries
Always said what I thought/ but never stopped to think
There’s so much tension/ anger on the rise
I reminisce a lot/ connect the missing link
Lots of detentions/ and cold nights outside
I feel like a disappointment/ the bars to high
I’ll never feel this enjoyment/ without the rye
I’m always hearing these voices/ I don’t know why
There saying this is all pointless/ so then goodbye

It just keeps falling apart/ spend my nights alone
And she keeps calling my heart/ bend till I break bones
And it’s never good enough/ but just in my eyes
I’m always a little tough/ I’m my own demise
It’s just me myself and I/ I don’t want to fight
There isn’t any one nearby/ it’s dark out tonight
And they say I’m the weird guy/ maybe there all right
Who cares with these blood shot eyes/ shady with no sight
I feel like there’s no time/ I’ve run out it vanished
The hills to tall to climb/ I’m stuck on this planet
I’m bitter filled with hate/ but please don’t you panic
I’ll just say that it’s fate/ and someone just planned it
It’s fine I’ll say it’s great/ shot me from a cannon
Let me fly and just wait/ I want to be stranded
Threw to much on the plate/ now I’m barely standing
It looks like it’s to late/ I guess it’s my ending