Always felt like a struggle/ four walls and confined
Fuck up always in trouble/ With hate on my mind
So pour me up a double/ until I go blind
Numb and can only mumble/ wake up to sun shine

Birds singing head hurting/ another black out night
words shrinking bed certain/ another cracked out fight
Ashamed with no curtain/ stutter vodka and sprite
Chained down a burden/ to late to rewrite

Passed out in washrooms/ How much alcohol did I consume
Pardon me/ how do I get home
Smell the stripper perfume/ I don’t even need to assume
Pardon me/ why am I so alone

Always talking to myself/ put it on the shelf
I can deal with it later/ wait till it’s safer
Another shirt covered in puke/ it’s stained so fuck it
I’m sorry I’m not perfect/ she asked “was it worth it”

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I just got caught up in the moment
I was trying but I was broken
I just got caught out in the open
Stuck out here and my clothes are soaking
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My clothes smell like booze/ and the pillow does to
I can just hit snooze/ wake in the afternoon
Look another bruise/ I guess I’m just a goon
Surrounded by blues/ those late nights and full moons

Another drunken argument/ who even started it
Light up another cigar/ ready for the bar
Kick me out of the apartment/ And I’m apart of it
It’s another late night scar/ there goes another star

Sleeping in the hatchback/ I just want to scream
Another panic attack/ nightmares and no dreams
Another tragic track/ just imagine that
Another panic attack/ just imagine that

I can’t even make a fist/ I’m always pissed
Me and her starting to drift/ can’t coexist
Caught me with some other lips/ it’s another twist
I guess scratch it off of the list/ we caused a rift


Look it’s a yelling match/ your crying so am I
Shock can we start from scratch? No cause you only lie
Was to fast to attached/ Let’s pause and think why
We crashed time to detach/ so I’ll say my goodbye

Surprise it didn’t last/ me you and that glass
Gin and tonic fuck draft/ I’m just chasing that ass
Your always so smashed/ and I’m just as trashed
Thin and mostly a blast/ especially on hash

It got out of control/ and no one noticed
Another puff another bowl/ it was so hopeless
It got out of control/ and no one noticed
All seems so long ago/ one of my lowest

Moments I was broken/ tried to repair it all
I was so soft spoken/ all I could do is fall
Wait for that text or call/ no matter how small
It got out of control/ and no one noticed