lyrics
-Verse I-
Life without his mom, mad him real sad
He couldn't stay calm, cause he missed his dad
Living in this hell hole, alone afraid.
He didn't like people, so he stayed in his cave
Awkward he's considered, he loves what he made
His one love is his sister, she considers him brave
With him she's always safe, So he gets a bruised face
His mom loves the alcohol, She has a secret place
And her little girl knows, vodka that watered down
So her mom won't tell, her face laying in the ground
It's sad because he cuts, and she drinks.
A broken family at it's best, and nothing to fix it
So each night he just cries, and she makes a wish list
He's told that boys don't cry, so he feels that he's weak
He's unsure of what to do, a mom that doesn't care
A sister that just like her, and a dad who wasn't there
-Hook-
You need to stay strong, don't cry
Because there all wrong, don't cry
You need to stay strong, don't cry
Because there all wrong, don't cry
You need to live your life, so don't cry
Your doing what's right, so don't cry
You need to live your life, so don't cry
Your doing what's right, so don't cry
-Verse II- Preformed By- Lady Essence
Ive seen the worst of it- hatred and the curse of it-
The matrix of this place and the cycles in which are birthed from it-
Sometimes the path is given, nothing can deter from it-
The best that you can do is make mistakes and try to learn from it-
I understand it though, pressure into panic mode-
Anxiety, sobriety, you mix em and you can explode-
The bills are piling up, doubtin you can handle those-
Never smile enough, and thats probably cause you stand alone-
And thats only touchin the surface-
Bombs in the middle east, corruption in the churches-
We long for a little peace- but nothin can unearth it-
Voices from cracks but its like we never heard ittt-
And thats the worse shit- children in a hearse shit-
Torture around the globe, its cold, how do we nurse it?
Purpose, love, and little shine-
Evolution, could do it, just need a little time
-Hook-
-Verse III- Preformed By- Aphects
I sat in the darkness searching for the Switch
Always trying find the Essence, that my life seemed to miss
But it seems it dont exist, so it aphects the twist
Candle light, reveals, my tears, and it burns my wrist
I dont why, self inflicting the pain
Would always ease my soul as i burn this flame
But i guess its just the thought that i found myself to blame
For all the wrong doings and our life down the drain
But i guess i was wrong nothing was ever my fault
Even tho i was beaten down to always take the fall
Standing up was not option, no matter the cause
Standing up was destruction, no stagger or pause
Till
I found a melody inside of me, i never heard
The chirps of birds become songs of the nursed
So im breaking out this cage and im never turning back
Found the Switch to the Essence, so Aphects, is now intact
-Hook-
credits
from
I Spit On Your Grave,
released December 20, 2012
Feature Artist's- Lady Essence and Aphects
Mastered By-Evol
Produced By-Life And Death Productions
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