Verse l: This is me, anit no G Never tried to you see I own my own successful business, doing what it anit your business But I'll tell ya I'm a painter, I don't paint her I use a brush and a roller Some days I wish I could just drop it Like I love this music I can't stop it But I need money my shit anit hot yet Things are never free, Why expect them to be I love my mom and dad, Wanna hear whats sad I love my bro, but he don't know, like I just cant show....how I feel My family has been through a lot, Things I thought that I forgot I feel like a failure in my dads eyes He didn't have I childhood why did I Like no matter what I do I always seem to think of you How would he do it, What would he say Would he do it this way, or do it like that Why am I so fat, that crosses my mind, More then one time I feel disgusting in my own skin Eating food wishing I was thin It's a battle I can't seem to win Like I get motivated and I go for it Then I feel like shit and I just quit I really try to stay positive, this isnt how I want to live I'm always running to the fridge I try to think of her that's when I'm most motivated I tell myself that if I wasn't fat we would of made it This is me ________________________________________________________________ Verse ll: I have like two real friends But they won't do for me, what I'd do for them I won't go and name em I want to travel the world I want to see, but if we are honest that'll never be I don't trust people how could anyone Somethings always said when its done They talk behind your back, no trust or at least lack....of The only girl I trusted broke my heart I don't think I'll be able to again, I thought she was mind till the end It's been a year and a half, Most days I live the past She's always on my mind, But I don't really know why Some nights I drink and cry, We haven't talked in forever, and to think I said I love her Sometimes I feel like a loner, I'm have no friends sure Guess I'm a late bloomer, This was my choice Everyone has regrets so do I, if they say no that's a lie Im that guy thats real shy, Im the guy in the conner while your on the dance floor This is me ________________________________________________________________ Verse lll: No matter how hard I try, sometimes I just ask why Like everyone is just so sly, me to that I will not deny I had a hard time at school, Retarded kid with all the drool Thats not actually true, but I was far from smart I disliked it more then you I just didn't fit in, cuz I wasn't thin Put me in an awkward situation, Thats home for me I'm extraordinary, I'm sane...barley Exams I just couldn't pass, teachers could kiss my ass Always entered the room last, looking at the clock as time passed Just staring at the hour glass I'm Dyslexic, makes me sick, just sick of it If I could go back I would Sometimes I wish I could,Still time maybe I should Nah I'm better off this way, I me because of those days And thats the way it'll stay I drink more then the average human These days always seem gloom and dim I keep all of my emotions deep within Music is really the only way I can vent Im an atheist So I don't believe in lent I don't believe in a higher power If he's there I say hes a coward But I don't judge people that believe Thats something that they probably need Like they had it rough and they cant see So they turn to him, to be burned by him I could be wrong, but we will never know This is me _______________________________________________________________

[Verse l] When I drink I'm depressed When I drink I'm not stressed I'm cursed but I'm blessed This life is just a big test For the nerds a big quest Don't think anything less It's just one big mess When I drink I'm happy You'll catch me laughing You'll catch me crying And no I'm not lying I'll drink before I do cocaine Even though it numbs pain I'll do speed for my brain Or meth to just go insane Don't listen to what I'm saying I need my beer my love my dear I need a shot along with pot I'm going to hell I will rot I tried I gave my best shot But this rums got me acting dumb I've had a lot I'm starting to get numb I still remember this being a lot more fun Dad would be disappointed with this here son I'ma just keep doing it fuck it I wont run Now take me away to a better place Let me forget about her beautiful face ________________________________________________________________ [Verse ll - Preformed by Notebook] Take me away from the puppet-string stage-crew Suddenly before I am a cut-up winged angel Love and faith made in a safe place where the rain fades and the spirits get another great breakthrough Hardships and November fog, mist, and dead leaves Broken skull and I walk with it empty Thoughts of a less greedy swamp filled with envy Mornings are heavy for these zombies with red teeth Sink through for a sweet taste Kings rule with a mean face They hate you in your sleep-state evil's little weak slave And I'm fiendin' to awake them all Staying calm & creeping to erase the dark Light a candle and strike the vandal Detangle the Matrix and fight the battle.. ________________________________________________________________

[Verse l] I park the car down the block Open the door keep it unlocked Follow behind you as you walk,I listen in on you as you talk These memories I try to block, I'm sorry but it's a must I stalk Are time is counting down, that's the word around town I just want to be with you, And ask what did I do I'ma keep following you, but you don't seem to notice I don't know where your going, But you have lots of skin showing Your skins beautiful its glowing, Were falling apart not knowing Whats about to happen next, I hear a peep you get a text You stop it must be complex You stand still for awhile, then I see your smile, it can be seen from miles I've seen that smile before, you fucking slut you whore that's what races through my mind, knowing now what I will find I try to stay calm, you walk the lawn, You hit the door steps, and talk one more step You finger touches the door bell, this probably isn't going to end well But it's a little to early yet to tell, The door opens, and I'm hoping...it's not who I think He takes a step out you take a step back and I blink This is madness this is crazy enough to make me drink Not him please baby girl, stop your my whole world,I turn around and I hurl I cant believe this is happening again She said it wouldn't happen ever again, It's getting late it's a quarter past ten I don't know what to do, I want to just kill you, and I'm thinking him to My heart just got ripped out of my chest, it fell and broke like an egg from a nest My hand makes a fist, now I'm really pissed, his mouth on your lips Those are mine to kiss, He pulls you in and slams the door, I guess all girls are fucking whores _______________________________________________________________ [Hook - Preformed by Notebook] Why do you this? (x3) Babe, tell me. Why do you do this, I can't seem to lose this feeling of falling and loving the crash down. _______________________________________________________________ [Verse ll] I walk to the steps, think whats next, should I knock, and just talk, then I thought fuck it why not, I give it a shot, but no one answers, I have so much questions I have so much tension, I guess this is a lesson, I guess there on a mission, hopefully not that position My ears to the door I listen, She's probably back to sniffing, after all are work, after all the long nights After all of those fights, I can't believe this is how it ends, with my fucking best friend Isn't that how it always go, fuck both of them I'm cold, hearts now made of stone, until the day that I go She did go this low, and now I know, never trust a hoe,that sniffs up snow, I'm so gone _______________________________________________________________ [Hook - Preformed by Notebook] Why do you this? (x3) Babe, tell me. Why do you do this, I can't seem to lose this feeling of falling and loving the crash down. _______________________________________________________________ [Verse lll - Preformed by Notebook] Wear me out and tear me like a hipster fashion statement Still your lips are black and tasteless, yet I kiss you back so gracious I'm a little past sedated by the sickness that I take in The latest - appeal so damn contagious Your pills and bags of 'caine give me chills around my faint skin You're in then out my brain, but I should kill the sound of hatred And let you go another episode where both set the tone for disconnection, slow-death exposed and no messy phone, calls. I doze off and let this deadly Goddess leave let it all decease with the disease that left my soul gone. Why should I hold onto what's swallowing my liveliness? I look away before I'm caught within your eyes again.. _______________________________________________________________ [Hook - Preformed by Notebook] Why do you this? (x3) Babe, tell me. Why do you do this, I can't seem to lose this feeling of falling and loving the crash down. _______________________________________________________________

[Verse l] She was real young only 16 She walked home same routine Mom was a drunk always mean House was a mess never clean But she always held on to her dream Cuz without that she's just white trash She knows it her names always bashed Her father died in last may in a car crash He was high as always marriage didn’t last She would study hard for school had to pass Once she was done with it she was moving She hated the guys her mom brought home She felt like a stranger shes always alone Then one night one of the guys went in her room Mom was passed out from all of the booze He had only one thing on his mind and she knew After it was all done all she did was cry She didn't understand it she asked why ________________________________________________________________ [Hook] Everyone has a dark side Everyone has a dark side Everyone has a dark side And you can't hide it inside Everyone has a dark side Everyone has a dark side Everyone has a dark side And I'll take you on that ride ________________________________________________________________ [Verse ll] She was 13 and carrying a kid in her stomach She was 13 and wasn't sure if she could make it The father was 18 and said that he didn't make it She was hurt lost and she just couldn't take it See she was drinking with some older friends This guy said he loved her and would till the end She was blind and she didn't see it was pretend So they started to smoke some weed cuz its awesome Then they had unprotected sex all night and she lost him Now her parents want nothing to do with her She's and outcast and at this passe she won't last She's staying at a girlfriends house but all they do is fight She can't bring a kid into this world she knows it anit right So she goes to the baby’s fathers house late one night She jumps on him and starts to stab him Then she stabs herself in the stomach And says sorry baby everyone has a dark side ________________________________________________________________ [Hook] Everyone has a dark side Everyone has a dark side Everyone has a dark side And you can't hide it inside Everyone has a dark side Everyone has a dark side Everyone has a dark side And I'll take you on that ride ________________________________________________________________ [Verse lll] He had good parents and had a good life That didn't stop the cutting with a knife And it didn't stop the pill popping at night But they never thought he'd do what he did See he was having sex with every girl he could A few months into his fun he was told he has AIDS So he filled up with all kinds of angry and hate Got together the girls that could of gave it to him He got chairs and rope and he tied all of them He started to pour the gasoline on all of them Lit the match and watched as they screamed He said I've always shown my dark side Jump into the flames and started to die ________________________________________________________________ [Bridge] Everyone has a dark side Repeat x6 ________________________________________________________________ [Hook]

[Hook] This is friday the 13th With a little of Childs play Nightmare of elm street And leather face meet This has some hills have eyes And in the end everyone dies Mix all that up with The thing And on top sprinkle The ring x2 ________________________________________________________________ [Verse l] Throw a dash of Jennifer’s body in And now sit back and let the fun begin The blood drips from the blade, As the all try to get away He loves this he doesn't get paid, and not a word he will say This is how true horror is made, this is how he likes to play Camp Crystal hidden in the shade, he'll kill at night or in day The ones that die first are the hot babes, don't matter straight or gay No one wins no matter what they say, He always comes back some way Chucky the crazy kid child's play, he'll attack when you think its all okay he'll kill with a pencil so put it away, even animals he is willing to slay magic is how we was made, is it over I honestly can't say Don't fall asleep or else its already to late, Don't fall asleep or else freddy will escape Nightmare of elm street now anit that great, he just wants to have fun he wont rape ________________________________________________________________ [Hook] This is friday the 13th With a little of Childs play Nightmare of elm street And leather face meet This has some hills have eyes And in the end everyone dies Mix all that up with The thing And on top sprinkle The ring x2 ________________________________________________________________ [Verse ll - Preformed by Notebook] Twist-contortionist gore-fiend that eats flesh Horror scene where Korn meets Machine Head A sweet sense of peace whenever sleep ends an zombie freaks depart, seemingly dead My wonderland of bloody throats and bleeding hearts with leaking scars is lust I have for something overly bizzare Broken dreams and all I have is going weak and dark it leaves a mark on my f*** ing soul to leave it barred Playing death tunes; making headroom for the white mask, side-strap Jason X suit Save your breath and delay your next move Pray to get through; hope the day'll end soon The exorcist mended with Freddy for sure An empty, distorted heart with more empathy torn from the depths of core and hung on the wooden plank of a scarecrow Hell froze and put his faith in the bare, cold _______________________________________________________________ [Hook]

[Verse l] It's time for me to leave And just let you be I make you hurt clearly It obviously ya I see, You want to be free You want to be free You want to be free Things were flimsy, Ya a little rocky I may of cared to much Showed to much protection I've learned my lesson I was always giving you a lecture I can only imagine how that hurt You must of always felt burnt I'm sorry for that, I'm sorry for that, I'm sorry for that Like I can't go to the past, and I cant erase all that Just know I'll always care, And always be there If you need me, you can call me I'll be your shoulder, your rock your boulder But I can't keep playing these games I hope your happy with whats his name I tried my best, I tried my best, I tried my best ________________________________________________________________ [Hook] It's time to say goodbye ________________________________________________________________ [Verse ll] I've finally realized Your better without me, And I'm better without you We both know it's true, Like I once did love you But really I forget what you look like Like I try to picture you and it's just blank We don't talk anymore, you probably won't hear this I no longer get pissed, about us and what could of been I no longer get pissed, about us and what should of been I think I forgot the beginning, And I don't remember the end I'd say you are my friend, but I'm real I don't pretend We have some highs but this is goodbye Like most of it was lows cuz of me ya I know I took things a little slow, thought it would let us grow Everything that transpired, was hot like fire I had an obsession you where my drug But now I'm clean, and that i mean I'm no longer a fen, you want to be free _______________________________________________________________ [Hook] It's time to say goodbye ________________________________________________________________ [Bridge] I've finally realized Your better without me, And I'm better without you We both know its true, Like I once did love you But really I forget what you look like Like I try to picture you and its just blank X2 ________________________________________________________________